Moving over has never been this hard but eventually , i did tho it consumed so many days and nights. Never did I plan to fall for anyone in any ways yet i fell in so deep , too deep . Each time i used to make myself believe that ''i'm okay'', really ... i was not at all.
staying away doesnt mean letting go . staying away doesnt mean not moving on .
Each time you come around again , i couldnt resist . I swore myself not to let you in , not ever . So i've come out with plans to get me off you . I must say , what I've done takes up courage in me just to think of it, let alone doing it . But i have to , i know i have to .
I cut off all connections between us , so I couldnt find you anymore like I always wanted to
and you ...
and you couldnt come back like you always do , love .
It has been almost 2 weeks since , i guess we're both fine .
I dont know where you're at .
I dont know who you're with .
I dont know a thing about you anymore .
and I dont know how much longer this will be .
I very much hope for you not to....not to come around again.We dont need this , dont we ? Our focus NOW lies only for our future, our parents and our careers .
Just please , wherever you are , whoever you're with , whatever you do .. take care and stay safe Iqmal Amir :)
SHAZLIYANA
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